faint*

2004-06-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

我的xanga有點問題
但突然有感想講一堆廢話...無從宣洩
所以又再次投入blogger的懷抱?去了

試早在十年前考完
試卷也接得七七八八
說實...我覺得我在這次考試不怎麼努力過
也許...當時溫得要死
現在回頭看去,也不覺得自己怎樣的用心努力過
雖然有挨夜,但是總是溫不完,溫不熟
到最後抵不住睡魔呼召,抱著自恃有小聰明的心理,倒頭睡去,第二天考天才罷了
又得過且過,只求成績過得去便是;又求僥倖,希望mc有著點好運氣
確實,我mc中的運氣也不算太爛
由於時間短缺的關係,每份mc最後至少十題,我都是亂填的
數學填C,PHYSICS填B,其它看心情

整個考試,除了HISTORY MC之外,我沒一份卷是有足夠時間做
中文無做篇文言文,CHEM空左兩條essay questions,HISTORY勉強作了只長兩段十幾行的Russia's responsibilities on the outbreak of WWI,BIO廿分鐘極速完成SECTION B
最勁係英文compo,連proofread同數字數的時間都沒有
還有MC亂填一通...

起初考完覺得自己死死地...不過都算...沒怎理會
最後考完PHYSICS..我才真真正正開始驚
驚冇achievement... 驚fail... 驚勁退步
去到一個地步,我係同自己講::25th都夠啦,有achievement就得,最後一個都係咁啦

差唔多派晒卷,其實考得唔算太差
至少好過我想像中咁
係真係中文,chem,physics同maths差d
(都話我炒ga la...又唔信我...)
英文作文同oral兩份papers... 真係極詫異
好多謝mrs luk...我初初以為我篇compo會好似平時咁拿5X
亦都好多謝mr chow...估唔到篇russia+germany essay有15 (可能germany寫得好gwa...)

但係其實呢個term全世界都進步
我呢d keep住左...有一半真係靠運氣
但係"不進則退"...實際上我係退步中...
完全大家係inter-related
有人話"唔好同人比,同自己比就夠"
但係又係咪真係得呢?!
唔理周圍的人,自己原地踏步,其實都沒甚麼意義

開始覺得自己廢廢地
唔明自己點可以care部電腦多過自己的成績
無可否認,電腦真係令我分晒心
我再咁落去...點考會考啊....
我真的要好好反思一下自己的attitude

有一點我倒忘了-不知從何時開始,我們已榮升為應屆會考生

經過今次考試
再一次深感自己是屬於文科的世界
這一點我媽媽也開始感受到
她問,"轉科要留班嗎?"

但問題是...我對science也並不是沒有興趣

所以我真的不能明白
為甚麼要設立兩條stream讓大家選
知識不是沒有界限的嗎?!

我這些站在boarder line的,完全不知往哪邊走
決定了這條路,雖不能回頭,卻總要轉頭眺望路的另外一邊
心?一生就可能內疚當初選錯了路,永遠有一個遺憾
可諷刺的是,當初就算選了另一條路,反過來就沒有遺憾嗎?

2004-06-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

死
我真的要死
我沒可能溫完中文
就算我今晚不眠不休也不行

如今也只能豁出去了...
還是在卷一存點奢望,希望能保償我在卷二壯烈敗亡的分數吧
十三課中文...我和你拼過!

2004-06-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

我發現我長期荒廢了blog
對不起我無意的 *眼睛閃著淚*

現在在中央
不是溫習,而是坐在電腦前發呆
唉我真是一個可悲的例子

剛才突然心血來潮
在商務買了極多的英文試卷二練習
做了其中幾個練習,錯得可怕
今年英文科的等級...我想我早已不寄任何希望

中文科也不比英文好
十三課的課文
我也只簡略完成其中三課 (還要是上學期的...要命!)

其實最擔心的還是數學
怎麼辦呢...又有誰可以救我

英文口試簡直是我的惡夢...我也不想再想了

最大的問題還是...我已經考了兩張可愛的試卷
卻連丁點的考試情緒也沒有
溫習時覺得累倒頭便睡
電腦如常照樣打開
昨日心中突有感興,還在時代廣場廢上不少時間

我想我真的非常不長進

2004-05-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

let me quickly drop a few words here
i'm in central library at this moment
exam is gonna start next thursday... but i hardly start any revision
so that's why i came here
i will certainly sleep if i am back at my home
i hope i can really start my revision today =i've been wasting so much time

Timetable ::
6/3 English Paper III (Listening)
6/4 English Paper IV (Oral)
6/7 English Paper I (Composition)
6/8 English Paper II (Usage)
6/9 Chinese
6/10 Chemistry
6/11 History
6/12 Mathematics
6/14 Additional Mathematics
6/16 Biology
6/18 Physics

Linkin Park Live in Hong Kong on 6/17
and wtf.... i don't think i can go... =i will regret if i go
and i will regret too if i don't go
ARG

forget it... i think i'm not going
let's give a hope that they will come to hong kong again some time later
like they might give another world tour next year?!
okay okay... this is an excuse... but at least it can make me feel better
sigh!

2004-05-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

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What's your usual [mood]?

Are You Naughty or Nice?

Which [Movie Genres] are you?

Is the glass half full or half empty?

Which [5 Elements] are you?

Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?

Do you need a boy/girl friend now?

What [Cakes] are you?

Which [Diamond Shapes] are you?

Which [Romantic] movies are you?

What fruits are you?

2004-05-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay yay yay!! i survive!
i survive from the two tests of TERROR!!!!
i didn't have any sleepless night =) i'm glad to say that
though i don't think i did the two tests well =and actually, there's english quiz today too....
but i'm not yet dead or psycho at the moment... how nice =P
oh well... on the other hand, exams are near

didn't feel like having a meaningful day today
probably because i have tests in 5 lessons out of 8 lessons
and in the remaining 3 lessons... one is RE and another is MUSIC
so... uh huh xP

tennis practise was cancelled today
went to cb with jess afterschool

i'm ready to go to bed at anytime =P
somnolent...

2004-05-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

i realise that blogger has got a new face... it's so kool =P

an usual monday today
there's some presentation by form 1 in the assembly
haha lol... someone behind me started to kick my chair when the MCs came out
i thought that's vickie but i was wrong.. muahahaa
haha i couldn't believe adeline had such a reaction =P

the lessons were okay
got back my biology test and i did it incredibly well... comparatively
i mean... how hardworking am i and the mark i get is really INVERSELY PROPORTIONAL
sigh.. how pathetic

the handbell practise was cancelled today
as well as the concert for the donor
everyone of us was so disappointed =(

physics test tomorrow and i don't think i can do it well
history test+chinese test invading on wednesday
hmmph.. they form allies!

2004-05-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

whoa! nearly a month since i last encountered blogger!

next week is hectic
i've got history test and chinese test on the same day!
okay.. tell me how am i supposed to deal with it?
i'm so dead.. dead... dead... dead

arg... i'm losing my grip
i see the world in grey

2004-04-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

okay i'm gonna make it quick
history test and RE assessment are chasing after me

i can't believe that school is tmr
i'm still in a mood of holiday... omg
i don't think i can actually concentrate in classes tmr... yeah

WWI is just so complicated... arg
a thousand thanks to that bosnia student who assasinated the austrian prince
archduke francis ferdinand
but oh well, if the student knew that the assasination would lead to a world war, he wouldn't had done it
the world war was going to happen anyway
the rivalry was so fierce that time
a tiny incident was already enough to spark off a world war

RE assessment
topic- "Reasons for the Death of Jesus"
quite clueless... sigh
"God has the answers for everything -fullstop-", by jc
totally agree! i remembered a RE teacher speaking of "don't dare to question God" while i was in lower form... LOL

... condole over my easter holiday...

2004-04-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

omg school is SOOOO near
wednesday!
arg... and once i'm back at school, tests are flooding my schedule
my brother is going to school on 4/23!
4/23!!!!!! !@#$%^&*(
by 4/23, i've already done 7 tests in school! CHISIN gah!

still haven't finished my hw
i'm really a procrastinator
only do all the work by the end of the holiday
have fun in the beginning then suffer in the end! wakaka

RE assessment, history test and chemistry test are killing me T_T

4/10"
flag-selling in central
had fun, but spine and legs were broken
and for a SAD sufferer like me, don't have high expectation
i only sold one sheet of stickers =|

4/11"
had a haircut with vickie... muahahha
my mother thinks that i look more lui jai and sai gor after the haircut =P

i want a longer holiday! =(
i want to sleep!
i want to watch mtv most wanted!

2004-04-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

I am the number
2
I am friendly
_

what number are you?

this quiz by orsa

that's my result x)
but i love the result of IMAGINARY NUMBER more
i think i'm an imaginary number =P... muahahaha

I am an imaginary number
1i
I don't really exist
_

what number are you?

this quiz by orsa

2004-04-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 as usual
but i didn't see utt again on most wanted =(
*pathetic*
actually i think today's show was a replay of those most wanted guests
coz i saw gareth gates, vanness wu and javier
and i think i watched the part vanness reading the request before, on wednesday

so i went to bed again at 10
and got up at 12
doing chinese exercise now, using left hand =P
muuahahahhahaa
it's good, at least it's legible

i really didn't do much in these few days
nothing much meaningful
and i'm going back to school on WEDNESDAY
omg!

2004-04-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

sorry blogger =(
i've registered a new xanga account
http://xanga.com/dom_lau

2004-04-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

it's already 4
and again, i haven't done much meaningful today
ARG what's wrong with me????!!!!!

there's no utt up on MTV MOST WANTED today
instead a guest VJ came, Randall Tan
have no idea who he is
so i just went straight back to bed... muahahhaa

piano lesson at 6.45 later

2004-04-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

maksim live in hong kong
april 29-30

arg i have a slight intention to go
but the cheapest ticket already costs $380

2004-04-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to Kelly Clarkson's {The Trouble with Love is}
i think it's a song from LOVE ACTUALLY... not sure

just got back and had dinner
went to creamy's home
she had prepared a lot for us to EAT
really delicious =P *lick my lips*
we played playstation for a while
and after that we decided to watch a movie becoz our hands had to hold the yummy food
and OMG... we watched CAT III movie x)
*looks around*
oh well... ssshhhHHHhhhhHHHHhhh

then we set off to causeway bay
sing k =)
it is kinda expensive as it's happy hour and those 3 dishes of PEANUT are costy
!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()#$%^&*
left at 7 something
kelmins pui ngo hui citisuper buy bag
and i bought a new OUTDOOR backpack

left causeway bay at about 7.40
and i didn't bump into anyone :P *hinthint*

okay i think i ought to concentrate now
i've played enough for this holiday.... wwkakakaa
everyone is finishing their hw and i hardly even start
*deep sigh*

2004-04-07T10:11:00.000+08:00

frankly, i'm really proud of myself
using left hand to write JARP JI... muahahahahaaa x)

LOL, i'm forcing myself to wake up at 9 everyday
just for watching MTV MOST WANTED =P
but this week is a series inviting guests to read out request =( so not much UTT existence
monday :: Black Eyed Peas
tuesday :: Liberty X
wednesday :: Vanness Wu
i wonder who will be tmr guest... hohoho

2004-04-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
i finish this real challenging task SUCCESSFULLY
using left hand to write 習字
and it isn't that bad at all!
unless u observe the words CLOSELY
but generally it looks quite good =)
though i don't think i would get 甲- x)
but at least i won't get 丁 i think... muahahhaa
TERRIFIC!

2004-04-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

imysm =(

>>some bits from "Lost Without You" by Delta Goodrem

how my ever gonna get rid of these blues
baby i'm so lonely all the time
everywhere i go i get so confused
u're the only thing that's on my mind

oh my beds so cold at night and i miss you more each day
only you can make it right no i'm not too proud to say

2004-04-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

got up at 9 today.. for watching MTV MOST WANTED
then went to bed at 10 again... LOL
right after the programme ended =P
utt looks so good =)

isn't that today is supposed to be a public holiday?
i am not sure
but parents aren't at home at the moment
i'm turning my speaker to the LOUDEST.... muahahaaa

2004-04-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Take the ICQuiz!

OMG this quiz is telling my mind
HORRENDOUS

2004-04-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

it is insane

list of homework and tests
- 中文課後練習
- 閱讀紀錄表
- 精進
- 習字
- 閱讀紀錄卡 [我到現在還不能分辨紀錄卡和紀錄表!]
- Bio MC
- Physics WorksheetSSSSSSS
- Amaths Assignment of N questions

- History test (13 pages of WWI)
- RE Assessment (Reasons for the death of Jesus)
- Chemistry test (3 chapters altogether)
- Biology testS (Eyes and nervous sytem, seperately)
- 中文測驗 (和BIO同一天測的,花潮+竹林深處人家)
- Amaths Test
- 出師表背默

i hope i didn't miss out anyone of them...

2004-04-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

有點失落的感覺
剛才鎖著房門抱頭大睡了好幾個小時
拋下amaths書寂寞的躺在書桌上

當初決心好好利用復活節假期
現在不到幾天
變回procrastinator的樣子

唉唉唉

2004-04-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

just got back
easter holiday has finally started
but i've got loads to do in this holiday...
a huge amount of schoolwork T_T
how can teachers be so cold-blooded?
it had been crazy in the past few weeks... TESTS
and now there's a holiday for us to recover
but there's a lot of homework waiting for us!
OMG i need a break!

2004-04-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

often time,
when i look at us crying, I laugh;
but now,
when i look at us laughing, I cry.

this is a line from 5E assembly's presentation
i found it quite touching

friday was the last day of all form 5
gong tsang... yau d ng seh duk kui dey
the scene of them crying outside the cathedral after the service was overwhelming

i just couldn't imagine how it would be like next year
when it is my turn to live the last day of the school

2004-04-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Shape of my heart- Backstreet Boys ]

i'm finally emancipated! =)
after this long tiring week of TESTS
though i DID screw up the two tests today, maths and chinese

i think my left hand definitely has the ability to write now
i used my left hand to copy notes in chem lesson today... and i could catch up with the speed
also in english lesson, doing the worksheet
and now i'm doing my epgy homework on my left hand

i did the chinese test in HTHALL
it was extremely noisy as it's getting so CROWDED afterschool
some even chased inside HTHALL as if they were playing hide-and-seek
and some could throw their bags on the table without acknowledging u
and hey HELLO? i'm doing my test and BANG u guys throw the bags on the table?!
it was really noisy
what actually bothered me was that the noise interrupt me from thinking and i missed quite a number of points while answering the questions
though i dunt think even if i can get those points, my mark is any better
the last 2 questions of the test... CLUELESS
vickie told me that JING DUK got that
I MUST BUY THAT JING DUK

i wasn't happy because i know there're ppl saying that i malingered on monday just to escape the chinese test because i haven't finished my revision
i dunno who're they and I DON"T WANT TO KNOW
FINE if i've given them this impression

i think i'm going to sleep at 9:30 tonight... hoho
i'm pressure-less now! =) =) =) =) =)
EASTER HOLIDAY!

2004-04-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

okay i couldn't help it but it's already a big improvement
i didn't use the computer on the 31st of march
*cunningly* it's already april... lol
trying to be diligent and didn't go online just for revision
but the fact is my eyes are drooping and i'm in such a daze
maths and chinese tests tmr... they're killing me

debate competition in DBS today
DBS has really got a real nice environment =)
our school won! a big hand and also a big congratulation for them... LALALA
was a bit hyper coz we've got that BADGE
it's kinda expensive... worth $30!
but anywayz the main purpose for us to watch the competition isn't for FLOOR SPEAKING
for that badge instead... oh well x)

had dinner in mongkok with victoria and liz
delifrance =) i love delifrance... keekee

score full in the history test... should be excited about it
but mr chow counts my test as a RETEST and it isn't going to be calculated in the term grade
*sobsob*
i really love DBQs... i am extremely good at handling database questions =P... hohoho
i just hope that he has scanned my paper for sample and he is going to show it to the class on friday
muaahhahaa

a kinda FRAY during english lesson
discontent feeling aroused... the atmosphere wasn't that good
but frankly, it's really UNFAIR isn't it?
the two suggested solutions coming up are in favour of that two people... (or maybe just ONE PERSON)
i'm not trying to convince anything
but isn't that obvious enough? pin sum dou ng sai pin dou gum ming hin gah?!
say... this is really their responsibilities, they're not careful enough to observe that there's this second page printed!
i mean... they should bear their faults and learn a lesson. there aren't going to be any retest if it's an open examination right?
i know the suggestion of retesting isn't from the two people and so we shouldn't blame them
but end up it seems like the whole class was pushing them and giving them pressure so they decided to choose to get zero mark in that page
anyway, andrea and adeline! u2 are so brave! i love u!!!!

better get back to my revision
after this short break... for updating my blog :P
actually how long is it taking? oh well who cares

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVIEN =) SWEET SIXTEEN!

2004-03-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

okay at least i have given up my hope now
it's good in another perspevtive

2004-03-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

last assembly of form 5 today
it was quite good... i love the one prepared by 5E
the whole thing was touching... and people up the balcony was extremely hyper =)
warmth inside ssgc... haha

i got 2 marks added to my physics test... thanks god =)
kychan asked me if i'm alright today
everytime i got sick she's so nice to send a concern
she's really a good teacher, honestly
i don't see why so many people dislike her
u see, even miss kwong and gary didn't ask me if i'm alright

totally screwed my english test up
a bit frustrated but that's okay
i bet i'm using too much chinglish online... so i think i might have to switch back to proper english later
i feel a bit upset when mrs luk said that there might be retest of the language section
just because a small proportion of the class didn't know they have to turn the page and do it
in my opinion, that's pretty unfair
i mean... there're a fair number of people who also did that in the last test too... but there wasn't any retest
and their mark were simply ZERO on that page
but why this time?
i'm not trying to convince anything.. but oh well....

me and jc now are extremely enthusiastic in left-hand writing now
now my left hand writing looks almost the same as my right hand writing
or even better
OMG!
must try to scan them up here... LOL

newspaper quiz.... better put some effort in it
there's debate competition between our school and some other schools in DBS tmr

2004-03-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

now i've got this weird feeling that is circulating inside my body
i know u didn't mean it...
but what u said has waken me up
thanks... u save me...
i have been blinded by that incredible feeling in the past few days

2004-03-29T13:43:00.000+08:00

this pain is excruciatinggggg....
once again.... i'm sick >=<
where is my IMMUNE SYSTEM?
omg
redemption of drinking too much chocolate milk while i was revising chinese last nite
also, consequence of getting into bed so late
i've got no body defence at all... *pathetic*

2004-03-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

i feel so weary and i'm ready to give up in any second
i'm not only tired physically...
i'm tired of studying in this way... mentally exhausted! >=<
i really wanna throw myself into bed now and hug my lovely blanket
i need support =(

2004-03-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

i know perfectly that i'm going to die tomorrow
SIMPLY DEAD

2004-03-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

chinese test is INSANE
especially when u've got THREE chapters to go
and the point is.. I COULDN"T CONCENTRATE
there're trillions of trivial things inside my head... getting on my nerves... ARG

but while.. in another aspect
we've got 26 chapters to go in our CE CHINESE
GOD BLESS!
i wonder... how many 4E fellows are cursing our teacher at the moment

should try turning off my computer... oh well

2004-03-28T09:58:00.000+08:00

i've got a lot to do but i couldn't resist the temptation of updating my blog.. muahaha

had a sleepover at vict's home on friday =) it was real fun
there's originally 8 ppl there::me, vict, jess, vivien, meow, ah lo, karen, christie
afterall there're only 6 ppl left... lol

watched some part of the RED VIOLIN... it is kinda scary...
i hugged my cushion so tightly while i was watching =(
in fact i think the movie is good... but i'm just tooooo SIU DARM to watch it
and actually it wasn't that scary at all... arg.. WHAT AM I SAYING?
okay but i think this is really a GREAT movie =)

they played TIU MO GEY afterwards
i didn't play much coz i was using vict's computer x)

then we watched JAY'z THE ONE concert until 2 something... =P
lol... so that's why i downloaded 10 jay songs yesterday... OMG
i haven't got jay's first album... and i realise that some songs in it are extremely good =)
i love jay... LALALA

oh well suddenly i lost my passion of typing the blog entry tim =P
suen la.... ng update ju lah....

2004-03-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

another ordinary day x)
facing my lovely amaths homework now... clueless
i dunt think i couldn't solve the problems.. but just that i'm too lazy to think

got back the physics test
i ain't doing good comparitively =(

orchestra is going to hold a camp in june
right after the last day of the examinations... LOL

have to attend a talk at afternoon tmr.... at elizabeth stadium (?!)
dunt really want to go...
thanks god that we can leave early coz of the handbell practise :)

i decided that i need to use proper english to do IM-ing today
also... i wish that i could go to bed before 11pm
i'm going to collapse T_T

2004-03-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

just got back from tennis and i'm feeling totally exhausted

today was nothing but another ordinary day
so i dunt think i have much to talk about

got back the maths/amaths test and i really fried... expectedly
i did so bad in the test
i actually made a lot of really stupid mistakes... such as writing sin45 to 2 over root of 2
i'm retarded!

played inklink again last nite... it was kinda fun
but at the middle of the game there's an extreme racist and he's insane!
we were being too nice to him at the beginning... we would have booted him out of the room whenever a stranger arrived
but he wasn't thankful! he tried to boot us! and everyone of us got a lovely boot beside our names
he said, "these boots suit u CHINESE people!", "u FAKE chinese people" etc.
INSANE!
mie, jc and me started using JAPANESE to blast him... and he seemed to understand! wtf!
okay then after he booted everyone of us, he said "have fun with the boots" and left the room
but not long after, he CAME BACK as if he hadn't scolded us enough
he's abusive! wth!
we finally united together and actioN! he was booted out of the room x)

knew a thai girl living in pakistan in inklink.... x)
we thought that she's chinese at first cause her screen name is MEI LING :P
we even added her on msn... LOL

i'm really hyper... yet i got another 甲+ in chinese exercise =))))))))))))
really happy about it! =) =) =) =) =) =)

i'm really hungry now and i think i ought to start to do my homework
need to finish them before my friends go online!
totally distracted last nite.... hohoho

2004-03-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

pathetic... i feel unhappy again
how come i'm soooooooooooo emotional?!
that's really depressing

2004-03-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Big Yellow Taxi- Counting Crows ft. Vanessa Carlton ]

feel like blogging :P
physics test is over! thanks god!
though i dunt think i did it well.... especially those graphs
probably we're getting back the papers tmr
u know, miss kwong is VERY efficient

i'm revising history... for the sake that i'm doing the re-test at home
suppose to hand it in tmr
most likely i'm going to cheat... oh well *devlish*
haha no lah... i'm a good student ma
mr chow has confided in us and let us do that at home, so can't disappoint him lah =)
i know i'm going to do that well
DBQ questions! my ging-est!

nearly fell asleep in piano lesson
gosh
but i'm playing much better i reckon
the quality of sound!
a hundred time difference!

i still couldn't find history past paper
went to commercial press and popular today... but there's NONE
my legs were almost broken but those stupid shops only have got CE PAST PAPERS of wud dud subjects like ART, EPA, INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY.. etc!

2004-03-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

wilber nei hui sei lah!
distract me wun physics!!!! huh

2004-03-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

sigh... domily lau
wake up lah
fai d wun physics lah... ng ho joi hea lah
gum yeung wun fart.. 1 hai tonight ng sai sleep
1 hai tmr fail
nei choose which?!

*shake head*
i am easily get distracted... and i need SUPPORT T_T

2004-03-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

OMG... i'm running out of time x)
physics test tmr.... yet i dunt think i've much confidence
though i got pretti good results in the quiz of WAVES.....
first time that i've ever passed in a physics quiz in form 4 :P with an okay GOOD mark
i hope i can do better in physics this term
or else leng leng miss kwong will think that i only work hard for examz again...... T_T
pathetic!

amaths homework is CLUELESS
i missed the lesson last tuesday... and absolutely lost my track
subsidiary angle form is INSANE!
could anyone save me from this monster?! *doubtful*

got back the bio test and it's AMAZING
i didn't spend much time revising the chapter but i did it well =) *grin*

my mood comes back a little =)
i was extremely depressed on friday and saturday
tyvm! :P

2004-03-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

fart gun deen with jc now
HELP
laugh bao gun..... XDDDDDDDDDD
wwkakakakakkaa
tstally, sfhbcss! =P
lly!

2004-03-21T12:07:00.000+08:00

那射進歷史迷宮裡的一顆小小的子彈
陶傑
2004年03月21日

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一聲槍響，可以改變歷史，也能影響全人類的命運。一九一四年爆發的第一次世界大戰就是因為一響槍聲而打起來的。奧匈帝國的皇太子斐迪南到塞爾維亞訪問，遇到幾個激進學生狙擊。皇太子的汽車，本來走錯了方向，久等的刺客本來想放棄計劃，但皇太子的司機卻及時改道回頭，暗殺目標在最後關頭再送了上門，如果當年沒有這一聲槍響，如果斐迪南的司機沒有改道，一場死傷兩千萬人的慘烈戰爭就不會發生。

一九三八年，中國國民黨副總裁汪精與蔣介石有權力鬥爭，汪精反對蔣介石對日抗戰。蔣介石請汪出國避居，汪精卻飛到越南河內，該不該另組政府，汪精還踟躕不決。蔣先生卻下令軍統特務首長派殺手到河內追殺汪精。幾個殺手在河內高朗街汪精暫住的一座洋房附近小心勘察地形，精心部署下手。哪知道在行動的一夜，汪精卻與秘書曾仲鳴調換了睡房。特務殺手潛入汪房，劈開汪精的睡房，在一片漆黑中向房中掃射，殺死了曾仲鳴，重創其妻方君璧。汪精十分悲憤，覺得蔣介石迫人太絕，這才決定到南京去另組傀儡政府。如果當夜汪精沒有與秘書換了室，中國的現代史就不會出現汪政權的一頁令人尷尬的插曲，汪精在歷史上也能保清白的忠節。

一響槍聲如果沒有致命地擊中，也會引起災難的後果。一九一八年八月，蘇聯的布爾什維克共產黨領袖在莫斯科的工人集會發表演說。一個名叫芬妮卡普蘭的少女，身懷手槍趕到集會現場，向列寧開了一槍。卡普蘭有深度近視，那天她很吃力地瞄準了列寧，一顆子彈也打中了列寧，但因為視力模糊，打偏了離列寧心臟五毫米。列寧受傷，但救活了一條命，卡普蘭當場被捕，被革命政府處決。

這一年，十月革命雖已成功，但列寧的權力還沒有真正鞏固。如果那一天卡普蘭這一槍可以瞄準一些，向中偏挪五毫米，擊中列寧的心臟，蘇聯初生的共產政權在歐洲的軍事圍堵和親沙皇的白軍之下就不會活下來，人類世界包括中國 ─ ─ 就免除了一場二十世紀最殘酷的浩劫。

二 ○ ○ 四年三月十九日下午一時四十五分，台灣總統陳水扁在台南拉票，站在吉普車上，也響起了離奇的一槍。在電視播出中了槍的陳水扁，滿臉狐疑按住血染的肚腹時，一百年的幾響散亂的槍聲迴盪在我心頭。這一槍幫助了陳水扁，但很可能從此毀滅了中華民國。國民黨的連戰因此以兩萬多票飲恨落敗。這不但是連戰的個人榮辱，而且更可能牽動整個中國和世界的命運。

如果陳水扁連任，二 ○ ○ 六年修憲勢在必行。如果李登輝夠長壽，二 ○ ○ 八中國舉辦奧運在即，台灣不可能沒有更激烈的政治獨立行動。民進黨政府再掌權一屆，會刺激中國的軍方保守勢力抬頭，像李登輝一樣，中台這盤棋局，很可能變為明明已經「退休」但又發揮重大影響力的老人的最後一戰，陳水扁身中這一槍，會不會像芬妮卡普蘭那一槍，只差五毫米，就掀起一場災難，在百年之後，會更看得分明。

民進黨政府一任四年，已經重寫了台灣政局的基本遊戲規則。但民進黨的信仰是「治台必須是愛台灣的台灣人」，這一點與中國對香港的要求「治港必須是愛國者」的思維一致。一個是以血緣族裔劃線 ─ ─ 出身外省、本土長大、無論如何辯白多麼「愛台灣」，也不算台灣人；沒有愚忠「愛黨」，擁有獨立思考，無論如何自稱「愛國愛港」，也不成為「愛國者」。民進黨努力「去中國化」，但把一個空洞的觀念化為一面圖騰，然後煽惑理性薄弱、教育質素不高的閩南鄉民的情緒，與一海之隔的香港土共勢力的作為極為相似，心胸狹隘、盲目排他，以革命的激情而不是科學的思辯來把「民主」一詞偷天換日的功夫，都非常的「中國化」。

陳水扁身中的一槍，雖然發射的始末疑點重重，但子彈的墜落點，不是在他的後背和夾克之間的空隙，而是在中國政治文化迷宮的深廊之中。

2004-03-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

u completely ruin my life!
now i totally can't concentrate on my debate speech
ARG
hate u forever
i am not going to put any effort in anything FOREVER!

2004-03-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

really lau bao jor
yuet lum yuet lau
jc where are uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
fai d come back! ng ho joi away
nei yiu teng ngo FART SEET!!!!

2004-03-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

ngo really lau
lau baoooooooooooo
lau dou sern harm!

2004-03-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

NGO HO TSANG NEI LORRRR
ARGGGGG
!#$%$#%@#$@#$#$#^@$!#@$@#%$@#%$@%
I KNOW U HATE BAO ME TOO...
THAT'S FINE!
HATE BAO EACH OTHER THEN!
LAU BAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MEH YEE SEE AH YEE GAH

2004-03-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

[ song :: i don't know how to love him- Jesus Christ Superstar ]

felt better last nite after posting the msg coz something miraculous happened after it
*grin*
okay but turned back the same tonite.... *shake head*
have always been emotional.. couldn't help it... =P

jtee..... thanks for listening to my ramblings =)

we're all addicted to the songs inside JEsus Christ Superstar
they are BRAVOOOOOOOOOOOO...
i love the song HEAVEN ON THEIR MINDS.... really love it
I DON"T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM is a good one too.... best describing lyrics suitable to the situation

going to be 3am soon.... just finished my chinese exercise
i worked ultra-hard for these exercises =P
maybe it's because i want to get another GARP +.... oh well
but very unlikely... i didn't do really well this time
and i ain't persistent! the first page is left hand writing.. but i gave up afterall!
arg... mustn't give up next time!!!!!

have to deal with debate first before i get myself into sleep
have handbell practise tmr... couldn't wait!
and also... going to get back the chinese compo....
though.. honestly.. i dunt think i did as good as i had expected
longing for tmr!

mr chow is real nice =)
maybe will talk about it tmr

okay and once again
thank you jteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... =))))))
for listening my confessions.....
M-E-N =P

2004-03-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Stuck- Stacie Orrico ]

i feel ambivalent
i feel depressed
despair!
=(
why wouldn't u start a conversation with me?
simply a HI can do.... it can make me fly
u haven't started a conversation with me for A WEEK
did i do anything wrong?
i want the past weeks back!!!! =(((((((

2004-03-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Stacy's Mom- Fountains of Wayne ]

am extremely sick
had been in sick room since the first lesson till the end of lunch time
vomit for 3 times
got a thousand times better after lunch.. at least i can have chem lessons
i could copy down the notes!

tomorrow is the history test
die hard
i dunno how i can puke any history out tmr.... i'm just on page 3 of the notes... ARG

2004-03-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

[ song :: a thousand miles- Vanessa Carlton ]

finally finished my english book report! thanks god!
maybe i'll try putting the bookreport here later =)
wrote quite a lot... about 1500 words

today lessons were fun

chinese was as good as usual

biology... had the test... i think i did okay
taught about the NERVOUS sytem... which is really interesting.. esp after reading john gunther's book
i'm interested in the BRAIN! didn't even glance at my watch in biology lesson

physics.. miss kwong was a bit talkative
the lesson was fun... learnt a lot.. not only those LIGHT and RAYS thing in the powerpoint
miss kwong told us a rumour in chinese university physics department

had lunch with jess, vict and meow
we start to worry about meow.... for some reasons

maths lesson... arg
i tried to concentrate but i couldn't
i was so sleepy and i nearly fell asleep.... maybe because i ate too much during lunchtime =(
pathetic!

PE lesson... GREAT
we were supposed to play volleyball
people could choose to stay in the HTTC playground or lower playground
we went to lower playground... miss lee was in the HTTC playground taking care of our class volleyball team
HELP.. and we played MONKEY CHEUNG BALL.... x)
real fun

last lesson was english
everyone went so hyper in the last 5 mins of the lesson
we had some kinda game and everyone was so active! LOL
the game is to be continued.... there's double english tmr

went to gym for watching the interclass volley competition
our class loses =(
okay but nevermind.. they have done a great job already
our class hasn't got much good volleyball players
thank you very much! classteam!

am revising history... got the test on wed!

2004-03-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Anyone of us- Gareth Gates ]

i'm in such a daze this week
endless schoolwork
now i still owe mrs lo a book report.. i've nowhere to start it
and i'm doing EPGY homework at this moment

handbell is really fun to play with!
yesterday we had the practise and it's incredibly cool! =)
it is really a great opportunity... as handbells are some rare instruments in hong kong
longing for the next practise!

some delirious bit in the week
it's that i got an A+ in chinese exercise
yeah... it's only chinese exercise.. some sorta hw
but i'm still very happy.... super happy
in fact i don't know much about those GARP YUET BING grades... does A+ mean a perfect score?
just like 100 in percentage?
anyway... 10 thousands thanks to gary for giving me an A+.. like him so much

next week is an insane week
3 tests in a row.... biology, history and maths
thanks god that they shifted the physics test to the week after... if not i'm going to die

sorry about this entry
ramblings about schoolwork

2004-03-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable
and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony
to those in your presence. You have good
perception and awareness about most things, but
you don't apreciated sudden surprises.

You are a natural healer and would make an ideal
physician, office manager, herbologist,
anthropologist, or Accountant.

What color is your energy?
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2004-03-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

i decided to delete the previous GIK DUNG paragraph as i feel that the someone who tell me may be in trouble if the another someone knows it

我歧視d小人!
that's all i wanna say

2004-03-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Show me the meaning of being lonely- Backstreet Boys ]

nothing much special happened today
except for the fact that i couldn't quite concentrate in lessons
and i got somehow rageful after someone told me something about another someone in chinese lesson

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2004-03-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

maths and amaths classwork is driving me insane
arg
i have trouble distinguishing and seperating them into the two different classwork book!
how i regret i had been taking all notes in my muji notebook!

2004-03-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

didn't update my blog for quite a period of time

the orchestra competition was over... we got 3rd... out of 4 teams
okay DB got first... then comes SPC

read part leader's xanga... there's a paragraph for me
"You need to grow up now, I have to leave one day. Haha, you'd better practise more now, or else you'll be 'bombed' by the two next year. You don't need me and you ought to do it. Trust me, you are capable of doing it!"
feel touched.. tears filled to the brim ="(

i'm somehow guilty
guilty of always being late in rehearsals
guilty of not playing good enough for the orchestra
guilty of last time lunchtime concert
guilty of i haven't been practising my instrument well
guilty of not being enthusiastic enough in orchestra
guilty of my attitude
this is already my fourth year in ssgc orchestra... and i just realise these in these few days

everyone is going to leave next year....

i've always been so dependent on my leader...
but i know... u're gonna leave next year
i have to do it.... i simply have
even if i can't i still have to do it
i've been always dreaming that u would stay next year as sometimes some ging form 7 won't leave orch despite of their alevels
i admit that i've always been that childish
but it's the fact... u're not going to be here next year
and i'm going to lead the oboe part, even the whole wind section
i never have much confidence.... in my playing
last time lunchtime concert was already a miracle to me

i must work hard from now on
i must 急起直追!
i should be more independent.... ngo yiu ga yau!
suddenly i have a strong sense of belonging to the orch
i'm proud of being a member of the school orchestra

there're only 2 years left
and if i'm leaving in form 6... next year will be my last year in ssgc orch
i promise i would be more devoted to the orch in the coming year
i will try my best to give my best
i will practise my oboe
i have to be punctual in every rehearsal!
i have to be contributive!

"make a statement!"

* THANK YOU SO MUCH, MISS KOON, CHOWGUNG AND MISS LI!

2004-03-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

i realise that orchestra competition is going to be there real soon
two days later

currently listening to the lovely 2 pieces our orchestra is going to play =)
i love the songs.. particularly beethoven 4th symphony
the tune couldn't get out of my head =P

intermediate choir competition tmr! wish them all my best!
dunt think we're going to have much lesson....
i mean... we'll have lessons but we'll be merely doing exercises
may the choir come first in both the chinese and english section! so does our orch!

i'm proceeding fast through my book... "death be not proud"
i think i'll probably finish it by tomorrow... i've just got about thirty pages left
might finish it while i ride to school in the morning... then i can draft my book report in free lessons, if we've got any
now my speed of reading english book is untolerantly slow! omg!
and in fact my english is somehow very poor now.. even worse than last year

drafting the book report... sigh.. couldn't think much
1. life is fragile
2. struggle of the disease is highly commendable
3. johnny is brave
couldn't it be more? i dunno.....
i seldom do any deep thinking about life and death....
if i ever get deep into it i always like to withdraw myself from thoughts
issues like AFTERLIFE are far beyond my brain could bear

am kinda blue
some reasons i dunt really wanna tell here
sigh... let me go find sybo now

2004-02-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

Backstreet Boys Rekindling Fire In Studio After Three Years
February 27, 2004

The Backstreet Boys are in sync again.

"It's been like three years since we've all been in the studio together, so it's like the fire was rekindled," is how Nick Carter described the reunion during a recent break from recording. "We're in there experimenting and really cool stuff's coming out. It's not gonna be the same Backstreet. I mean, you're always gonna have Backstreet Boys, but the music's gonna change."

The group plans to update the teen-pop sound it mastered in the late '90s with a more mature approach to production and songwriting.

"We're just not doing it like we did before, with the same sound we've always had," A.J. McLean said of the band's first LP since 2000's Black & Blue. "The vocals and harmonies are obviously gonna stay the same. That's us, we'll never change when it comes to that. But productionwise, we're definitely experimenting with different writers, different producers, and we're kinda going in there and just not limiting ourselves this time."

So far, the Boys have been recording with the Underdogs, the Babyface production team that's recently logged studio time with Ruben Studdard and Stacie Orrico. Other producers will follow.

"We've got a list of producers we're gonna work with," Howie Dorough said. "We're accepting new material, seeing what we gravitate to and going forward."

"We're writing, too," Carter added.

Their album is due in late summer, with the first single arriving a month or so earlier and a tour to follow.

The Backstreeters would like to hit the road with another reunited group.

"Are Destiny's Child doing another album?" asked Kevin Richardson.

"Yeah, somebody like that," Carter answered.

"Backstreet Boys, Boyz II Men and the Jackson 5 — that'd be a ticket," Richardson dreamed.

The as-yet-untitled new Backstreet Boys album marks both the group's reinvention and an important step for McLean.

"It's good to be doing my first record sober with the boys," he said. "That's a cool thing and I'm enjoying it. We're men now, you know? So life is good. I definitely appreciate all the support from our fans and can't wait to get back onstage and see all those smiling faces."

While the Backstreet Boys are recording, Carter will also be filming his first feature film, the horror movie "Brew."

"It's just some twisted stuff, the way I like horror movies," he explained, adding that no other actors have yet been cast.

Carter's bandmates will also keep busy when not in the studio. Richardson, for one, will be promoting "Krumped," video director David LaChapelle's new documentary featuring music from Richardson's production company.

"It just got an honorable mention at Sundance," he said proudly. "It's about a dance movement in South Central L.A. It's a really interesting, beautiful story."

Dorough, meanwhile, has turned into quite the businessman.

"I bought five hotels already and a condo I'm very proud of," he said. "I'm workin' it like Donald Trump."

Life has not been quite so glamorous for new father Brian Littrell. "I'm still changin' diapers," he said. "It's all good."

-- Corey Moss, with reporting by Ryan J. Downey (MTV.com)

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thanks goodness! they're finally back!
i have looking forward to this day for soooooooo long!
OMG! backstreet's back!

2004-02-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

[ song :: She Bangs- Ricky Martin ]

didn't update yesterday
fridays are used to be days that i sleep early =P
because i'm always exhausted after orchestra practise

the orchestra rehearsal was nice
the last part of eating FU YUNG CAKE sounds a little bit funny... but that's why the rehearsal was fun
LOL
miss koon actually took the cake to our part and asked the 3 of us to have some
only sharon took it... refusal by me and joyce (help!)
started to get along with sharon well
i start to feel the bond in the oboe part.. oh well
we were once chatting and neglected that it's time for us to play our notes
so everyone in the orchestra was playing their instruments and we were lost and suddenly awaken
we even did some really silly thing during the rehearsal
we actually timed ourselves... timing how many minutes we played in that adagio movement
the song lasted for 11 minutes... and out of the 11 minutes... i played 1 minute and 4 seconds
help! pathetic me!
but it's so funny... i wonder if miss koon realised that we're actually timing ourselves
coz whenever before oboe part comes in... there's a BEEPING sound operated by the watch!
and yet another beeping sound when the oboe part ends!
i guess she knew it =P.... the beeping sound of my watch is just SO loud

gary lent me the book!
at first i wanted to ask him when the lesson ended
but he was so nice to go down to the staffroom and bring it to me when we were writing the SUT YUNG MUN
and oh well.. my brother talked to him in msn
i dunno what did he say to him though.... help!

better practise my oboe.... i love this instrument so much
it sounds marvellous if u can play it well =P
okay but i sound somewhat weird

2004-02-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Beautiful- Christina Aguilera ]

okay and it's finally over.. the nightmare of playing oboe solo
although i know i am going to play solo next year... but i dunt care...
way too far for me to think about it!

i didn't play well in the concert... oh well
i mean... i am used to not playing well
but the point is.. i played even worse in the concert... OMG

i was like shaking by the moment i held my oboe up
played the A notes for tuning and they were utterly ugly
the quality of sound is so so so so so so bad.. ( i know i have never had any good sound =P )
ai..... ji bey =(

okay and when i was playing the solo part of ADAGIO...
OMG! i was starting to lose control of my LIPS MUSCLES! HELP!
i mean.... i really couldn't control them.. and they tended to slip away
couldn't hold the reed in the position! arg
i know i blushed... maybe becoz of lack of oxygen?!
i just know my cheek was as red as an apple... and heat radiation was emitting from my cheek and I COULD FEEL THAT
i really mean it! i could really feel the heat! OMG!

they told me that i'm so ging after the concert
but for sure... for someone who really knows music...
what i played was definitely making them going deaf
ai... pathetic
i must start to act now or else i dunno how am i gonna die next year

vickie was so ging singing the solo
i discovered that when she's doing something serious...
i ought not to make any eye contact with her or else she will start laughing
this nearly happened today... and for the rest of the choir performance
i looked down to the floor x") *roll eyes*

koon said we're going to watch that taping tmr in orchestra rehearsal
i totally dunt have any courage to face it!
even me myself couldn't bear the sound i produced!

i saw mrs lo, gary, mrs luk, rev nam out there
sigh.... giving them a lot of bad impressions
play duk gum wud dud... arg
maybe they'll start to hate me... for the reason that i'm the worst ever oboist in school orch
sigh... pathetic dom =(

but i dunt care now!
what i worry more is my sin cos tan graphs!
i am clueless about how to sketch them!

2004-02-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Somewhere i belong- Linkin Park ]

okay i just dunt understand why i am always still up so late... 1am already
i really want to go to bed... so i would make this short

didn't go to school in the morning
missed the assembly, physics, amaths and english
today's hymn was AMAZING GRACE.. arg
i love this song so much
then i spent the whole morning playing my piano... coz i had lesson in the evening

back to school after lunch as i was feeling way lots better
and also the fact that i couldn't miss a single chem lesson
still working on the molarity... omg

meant to buy a black folder for thurs lunchtime concert after piano lesson
but then i saw that there's a stephen king big novel priced half
without hestitation i took it and paid x) LOL
it's really cheap! $37.5!
the size of a mathematics book.. the thickness of 2-3 chinese books!!! with hardcover!
HELP! ho DAI ahh!!!! ho PENG!!!!

i realise that i haven't started much of tmr history quiz... *deep sigh*

2004-02-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

Amazing Grace...
How sweet the sound !
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost,
But now I'm found.
Was blind, but now I see.

'Twas grace that taught
my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved.
How precious did
that grace appear
The hour I first believed !

Through many dangers,
toils, and snares
We have already come.
'Twas grace has brought me
safe thus far,
And grace will lead us home.

When we've been here
ten thousand years,
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days
to sing God's praise
Than when we first begun.

2004-02-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Nobody wants to be lonely- Ricky Martin ft. Christina Aguilera ]

how i wish that u would turn back to me
and u would treat me like how u did before...
i am missing those days
u wouldn't even like to talk to me now.. *despair*
*indescrible feelings*

2004-02-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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yeah i guess... in WRITING ridiculous compositions.....

2004-02-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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2004-02-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

What attracts people to you?
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huh?! never thought myself is sweet
not that sweet enough... to make guys attach to... *sigh*
yeah i think i'm shy too.... TOTALLY AGREE
but not naive i guess... i looks like a stupid idiot outside... always fart deen-ing
... but deep down... i'm filled with thoughts.. DEEP THOUGHTS x)

2004-02-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Candle in the wind- Elton John ]

2/20>>>

the day was started off by a formperiod with PHYSICS
checked the worksheet... got quite a lot correct *grin*
thanks to johana for teaching me!!!!! (=

currently addicted to hymns and not-so-pop music
amazing grace (BoyzIIMen!!!), candle in the wind (dedicated to princess diana), circle of life (from lion king), make me a channel of your peace (st. francis's prayer!)...
they're so grand and splendid! i love them!

english lesson... an awesome oral practise.. completing an almost blank map
was having fun yelling with jessica
she even gave me the measurement for completing the map x) HELP!
for drawing a curved railway... she even gave me the WAVELENGTH and AMPLITUDE
it was the most successful oral activity we've ever done in our lives.... gosh!
then we've got an utterly difficult cloze to work with
mrs luk was walking around when we're doing it and she looked at my answers
she exclaimed, "domily! well done! well done! it's like magic!"
HELP x)
if my answers are magic... then jessica's are MIRACLES
she did it even better than me x)

only started revising the history quiz when it was first break
got one answer wrong... for spelling the stupid MUTINY wrongly...
HELP... how am i supposed to spell anything wrong?
mr chow brought a lovely cute craft to the lesson....
u could keep opening and opening until the little figure is only like the size of a BEAN
okay i dunno how to interpret that... but all i can tell u is that it's some famous sourvenir in russia/britain/whatever
europe places

i began to like sin cos tan!
only if u dunt give me some geometrical form to work with
i love just dealing with simplification of trigo ratios or proving or solving or whatever
algebraic perspective
i totally lose track while there's diagram

the maths test was easier than i expected
i attempted to do exercises in maths book on thursday but i was completely clueless
i didn't have enough time to finish the test though
i missed 3(b)(c).... hope they aren't worth too many marks

unbelievably... i finished my 5-pages-long chinese compo in lesson time
okay... this is not simply a composition
the whole thing is nearly a short fiction (HELP?!)
if jc's compo and mine can be combined together.. i think probably we can get it printed and released (HELPHELPHELP!)
HELP.. all my inspiration comes from STEPHEN KING's THE GREEN MILE
i think i'm a psycho... help x)
the most coincidental point is that the electric chair thing and state governor part is actually somehow related
CHAIR in english can mean state governor too... (HELP?!)
and CHAIR can also simply abbreviates ELECTRIC CHAIR....
HELP.... it makes our story so PERFECT!

tried playing the solo part of adagio yesterday
was as red as an apple..... help

went to bed at 1030 last nite!
surprisingly early!
and got up today at 1130.... HELP (?!)
and i finished almost all of my homework before i turn on my computer!
OMG!
i'm now trying to be a real diligent student
i was never one before... though teachers wrote that in my report card

2004-02-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

HELP
i'm going to bed
i'm shockingly sleepy and my eyes are drooping now
maybe i'm too exhausted after writing the long compo and playing the oboe solo

2004-02-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

quickly drop a few lines here...
as i realise that i am not blogging so often as before

am recently stick to schoolwork
got loads to follow... but i'm short of time

okay first thing, i've finally overcomed the trauma of being a 淪落人
at least i don't feel that sour now... well =)
i'm glad that i'm able to do it in such a short period of time

second, that's about next thursday lunchtime concert
the point is i'm going to be so dead coz cho wai tsz can't come
and i'm going to play the solos! ARG
i couldn't bear any thought of it...

today gary got angry... which is pretty unusual
maybe he's not... i am not good at reading others' mind
but at least i saw him wearing that strict look on his face and i was kinda scared at that time
didn't quite dare to look at him
it's really meow's fault... she's totally impolite
though i don't think she would ever realise that she was wrong
if i'm jessica, i would be more thankful if she can just shut her mouth up
sigh

orchestra rehearsal tomorrow

2004-02-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

[ song :: 相逢何必曾相識 ]
[ mood :: 淪落人之淪落落幕情懷 ]

唉．．．
同是天涯淪落人　相逢何必曾相識　也許不必知道我是誰　無謂令你令你令你令你再度再度灑畢P是天涯淪落人　在這傷心者通道上同行　也許不必知道我是誰　無謂令你令你令你令你又再又再考慮
（救命！）
本來追溯至白居易的琵琶行，聽陳蕾士的琴箏的參考資料
後來大家在ｍｓｎ上同是天涯淪落人　相逢何必曾相識
及後發現一首叫相逢何必曾相識的歌　ｘ）
今天．．．勁有同是天涯淪落人的歌聲四面環溢

okay let me switch back to english
i totally don't have the patience to type chinese

missed 2 chinese lessons due to the prize giving ceremony
there's nothing much special... just presenting prizes
there's the commission of new prefects, neglect it here

bio lesson... teaching so fast
and i ain't digesting fast enough to absorb the new concepts
i'm so dead that she asked me to answer the question
sigh... i'm too stupid to catch up with the class
my mind was stuck during physics lesson... couldn't think much
had already forgotten those formula for frequency or wave or what

decided to take a look at the music notice board in lunchtime
met mrs lo =)
had a brief chat with her about the book report i'm going to write
i think i'm going to read the book i'm on hand now- Death Be Not Proud
John Gunther wrote it.... it's quite a good book

went to have tea with jc, wien, tinlok and cynthy afterschool
they planned to go to coffeebook but there's some shooting inside
peep into it but there's no famous star =P hohoho
went to minikitchen then
HELP! they're so gau siu and i was laughing my head off X)
stayed for an hour i think then walked back to park road with wien
then saw gary walking down in the garden .. i thought he saw us *shrug* dunno

depression depression depression depression!
better start practising my piano now.... SIGH
okay forgot to JS (jump stage) in the morning
but yet dunt have the courage to JB (jump building)
and i haven't started writing the hopelessly hopeless suicide letter
they all have already finished the letters... SIGH
JBJBJBJB

2004-02-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

okay i just found my book report on the internet.. have no idea why is that
in fact practically i already lost my book report x)
this report is the one which i won the FIRST RUNNER UP in that competition organized by the COMMERCIAL PRESS
do u find the last sentence of the report familiar? yeah exactly, i used this sentence in my chinese book report this year
HELP x)

Name of School ： St Stephen's Girls' College
Name of Award Student ： Lau Ting Yi, Domily
Title of Book Read ： The Giver
Author ： Lois Lowry
Publisher ： Bantam Doubleday Dell Books for Young Readers (1993)

'The Giver'. The title sounds philosophical. And it fact, it does.

　　In Jonas's world, everything was perfect. It was what they called a "utopia". There was no suffering, no pain, no war nor starvation. There was also no worry. Every one was assigned a role in the community, depending on their abilities and talents. Their jobs fitted them perfectly. There was no unemployment, too. But for the panicky and painful memories in the past, a 'Receiver of Memories' was singled out to load the burden for all people. Jonas was chosen to be the 'Receiver of Memories' at the age of 12. He was to receive training from the previous 'Receiver of Memories' - 'the Giver'. Jonas and 'the Giver' both realised that it was really crucial that memories had to be shared. "Memories are forever." So they made a plan. Jonas left the community to search for the colourful world. As far as he went, the memories he received went back to the community, to all the people in the community.

　　If you tell me that Jonas's world is a perfect one, I will slam hard on the desk, shoot up in the air and protest: 'Absolutely not!' There was no fear, no pain nor suffering but there was also no colour or music. When Jonas asked his parents if they loved him, they asked Jonas for the 'precision of language'. They suggested that Jonas should ask: "Do you enjoy me?" or "Do you take pride in my accomplishments?" Nobody had the concept of love in his/her mind. And when someone started to have 'stirrings' (kind of like love between men and women nowadays), pills should be taken to stop them from happening again. It inhibited people's natural desire to love something or someone if he/she likes it/him/her very much. But tell me, could you live in a world with no feelings among the crowd of loveless, cold-blooded people? How could we survive without the power of music to cleanse our minds, to purify our soul and to release us from the burden of our stressful lives? Indeed the puzzlement of Jonas' parents on the 'precision of language' to convey the feelings of human beings hits hard at an issue central to human experience. Somehow I feel that our language, whether in my mother tongue (Chinese) or in my second language (English), fails to convey at times my inner most feelings. "Words cannot describe how I feel," as the cliche goes. But when language fails, I find that music can do the job very well. Soothing and serene music has the effect of transcending my soul into a world where I can feel a great release of my heartfelt feelings.

　　The book also raises some hot issues discussed in our society: euthanasia. Babies who were unable to grow well would be 'released' - they were executed. Think about this: is it cruel to send away all the weaklings so that the Community could maintain its perfection? Artificial or mandatory elimination should not be the solution to anything which is considered below standard. It goes against the principal of 'survival of the fittest.'

　　In 'The Giver', Jonas was singled out to receive the training. He understood things that no one understood. However, not being allowed to share his training experience, he gradually withdrew himself from others. He swallowed his pain. Only the Giver understood him well. What immense affliction could it cause to someone who had no one to unload the burden of his emotional feelings? What meaning did it have in life if one was not able to share his/her feelings with others?

　　"History is a mirror." It reflects the past. It teaches us to learn from yesterday's mistakes. Memories of the past gave us wisdom. But why should only the Receiver suffer all? Lois Lowry's courageous attempt to portray a world without memories is a mockery of men's failure to learn from their mistakes.

　　The story ends dramatically with Jonas leaving his community to look for his ideal world in which there would be love, music, colours and so on. But Jonas would become part of the history in his community - his name was NOT-TO-BE SPOKEN anymore. To me, the ending was a bit baffling: would Jonas ever return to his community if he found his new world?

　　If I had to live in this so-called utopian community, I would apply for release. I still would like to experience my life with ups and downs rather than leading an uneventful life. "The memory of love will bring your home," a line from a song I like goes. I could hardly imagine how my life would be like without the presence of love.

　　'The Giver' is an excellent book. I was absolutely spell bounded by the simulated community of Jonas. When I finished reading it, I somehow felt depressed for leaving his world. It was such a fantastic world yet so inexplicably tormenting! I felt apprehensive about Jonas' unsure fate: 'What would become of him in his brave new world?' I asked myself. This book is highly recommended to those who like to think a lot .......

2004-02-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

in a somber mood *roll eyes*
okay but at least getting better now.. yeah (=

had parents day yesterday
and it's the longest meeting with teachers i've ever experienced
yet fortunately they didn't say anything far negative about me to my mother
my mum seemed really passionate and kept on talking... *raise eyebrow*, which i didn't expect it
every year there's DEAD AIR in the middle of the talk... though this time also
and this was when miss kwong started asking me, "do u have any question to ask?"
okay gary didn't talk.... i only saw him nodding his head and said NNGNGNNGNGNG HAI YA HAI YA
miss kwong said i'm passive in physics lesson... lol
yeah i don't like this subject much at the beginning of the term x)
okay but i just couldn't believe it... miss kwong wrote GOOD! KEEP IT UP! in the physics comments blank
i never get commendation in the subject physics! OMG! =)

and yeah.. i just knew it
she is going to say that i only work hard for exams but not tests
but i am not!
well.... it is normal to think of me like that coz if u look at my report card.... it really implies that
my term grades are ultra leng... with only 2As and the rest are B and C!
i did really well in the exams comparing to the term grades.... just take english and physics for example
i didn't JUN BO or TUI BO in this term.... and i just kept my position.. WELL x)
how can it be so ACCURATE? the same position!
and i'm delighted that i am top 10 in the form.... i thought i am 2X among those who get achievement (top 25) x)
HELP! yeah so this indicates that i didn't drop that much since form 1... i ranked 3 in form 1

miss kwong asked whether i have always been that THIN
oh well x) miss kwong asked jc and vickie that also... wwkakakak
and the most interesting thing is.. miss kwong said she knows that i eat a lot
HELP! x) and later she asked me whether i sleep lately... and okay the answer is definitely YES
oh well... gary definitely knows it too i swear
i am still up at 2am and online.... and it is even worse during exams time
this is the first ever year i start sleeping so late... i slept at about 11 in form 3

okay and there's another thing.... they said that i dunt speak in lessons
but they know perfectly well that i speak a lot with friends x) HELP
miss kwong asked me whether i'm shy or what.... yeah
and i nearly want to tell her that i have SAD so i dunt like to speak x)

miss kwong said that i'm strong in LANGUAGE... yeah i agree so
the reason why i rank so top is mostly because of my LANGUAGE mark i guess
and help... my mum is so GIK DUNG and she told them that I LOVE TO READ BOOKS AND I READ A LOT OF BOOKS
and they went NGNGNGNGN YEAH YEAH HAI YA HAI YA
HELP! and unbelievable! miss kwong said that what i read harry potter and what??!!! (okay i couldn't remember)
and i was like thinking... HUH? how did she know i read harry potter? i didn't read any harry potter in form 4!
okay and N hours later while i was riding bus i thought of it again... and realised that it's some stupid silly little incident in FORM 2!!!!
i am reading CHAMBER OF SECRETS/PRISONER OF XXXXX/GLOBET OF FIRE that time in form 2.... and i was like nearly finish the book and i was rushing to finish it
and i read it in maths lesson while i finished the classwork she assigned us to do.. HELP!!!
she still remembers that!!!!! i already forget it!

miss kwong said that i'm clever =) and said that i'm capable of working INDEPENDENTLY
she told my mother that she taught me maths in form 2 x)
yeah and that time my maths ging bao ga mah... wwkakaakaa
HELP... my mother was really so enthusiastic yesterday... and without reason, she told the teachers that i went to CU in christmas
HELP! and of course both of them know it! i gave that teacher recommendation form to miss kwong for applying and i asked gary how to go to that MMW building.. HELP!

suddenly i love parents day so much.... though it is the longest one i have ever had...
but this is the best one too... =) LOL
oh well i wonder... if miss kwong and gary had voted for me in the prefect election
but anyway... i am not being elected x)
everyone thinks i'm going to be a prefect okay but i turns out to be nothing
when everyone starts telling me that "dim guy nei wui suen ng dou ga? yuen chuen mo hor lung"
....... it saddens me more

2004-02-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Gregariousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Competence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Emotionality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%

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2004-02-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

救命
我現在只能夠用hyper來形容自己
對不起，我要用中文，因為過於激動了
剛才完全是盛況，是世界記錄，超級興奮！

我們一行十一人首先在MSN groupchat
[我, jc, vickie, johana, emma, cyn, tinlok, wien, cindy, karen, st]
商討我們的大計　ｘ）
而我亦是整個行動的領導人　（救命，有冇想死的感覺？）
好，經過一番議論╱討論，我們終於同步開始行動！ｙｏ！
哇哈哈　ｘＤ
超正，我們這個ｏｎ　ａｎｄ　ｏｆｆ的遊戲，十一人同步齊心協力進行
每人負責於短時間內連續線上╱離線十五次
我想．．在晚上十時許．．
大家有否在ｍｓｎ見到十一個不同的人連續ｏｎ╱ｏｆｆ最少十五次
於五分鐘內至少有１６５個ｐｏｐ　ｕｐ　ｍｓｇ在桌面右方不停更替
ｎｏｎ－ｓｔｏｐ的刺耳ｍｓｎ提示聲響在閣下的耳邊迴響？
（救命）真是刺激！

今天我們學校據稱來了ten unknown species from DBS（救命！）
但是最救命的是，有十萬人不約而同地跑來告訴我其中一個DB同我好似樣
〔注意，是不約而同！〕
唉．．係咪可悲？點解我會同男仔似樣？！救命！！

今天中文課靜得異常可怕
但我今天超留心，又超靜，在４Ｅ?堶惆S怎發出半點聲響　ｘ）
最可悲的是，當整節課只剩下五分鐘，心還想安安靜靜地渡過餘課時
GARY叫了我起身朗讀那段超可愛的後記！
唉，明明我病緊ma，讀讀下嘔咁點算　ｘ）〔excuse]
我覺得因為那篇野勁多中文大學物體佢先叫我讀.. haha X)
但係超有問題，我有SAD ma，wui nervous+shy gah
and我今日終於發現我廣東話發音的可悲程度！！！
唉，我一路讀一路笑，其實是笑原來我一直都唔識廣東話的！
救命，我超多懶音，好多字都講唔正，尤其是先生個生字，越讀越想笑，救命
係時候要糾正下自己啦！
救命！好可悲！講左十五年cantonese，現在先發覺自己有問題

今日唔知發生甚麼事，英文堂and maths堂都要答問題
不錯，我要從SAD復原過來

救命
明天選prefects
祝我好運！

2004-02-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

體驗到太陽偏西時,
日上三竿的我黯然從睡鄉醒來,
突然從燈火中看破紅塵,
並怕投月明如晝的江洗滌煩憂時會被海面上密如繁星的火球反映得達觀

hey gals... do u feel FAMILIAR with this?
CHINESE PAPER I fill in the blanks session!
we know we miss out 2-3 blanks.... but oh well.... we're doing extraodinary well already!
LOLZ x)

2004-02-08T17:00:00.000+08:00

re :: jtee
yeah i think i'm alright now... heehee =) feeling much better

2004-02-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

a quiz i took... um.. am i too innocent?

You are the First Date. Your insight on the world
is innocent and naive, and you are on the brink
of beginning something new. You are meek and
shy at times, so try opening up to people and
opening your eyes to the world full of new
experiences.

What Stage in a Relationship Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

2004-02-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

i am really sick.. dunno what happens
feel very dizzy and most likely to faint
vomit for 4-5 times.... OMG
yesterday i tried to go to school but halfway to school i started vomiting again and i returned home
and the point is... i was pretti normal on thursday nite....
slept all day long yesterday... after i reached home and took a shower (830am?) then till 6pm something

didn't eat anything yesterday becoz i feared that i may vomit again
ended up drinking half bowl of soup....

2004-02-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

didn't update the blog for n days
for the sake of letting people read that CONVERSATION ENTRY x)
well lol! is it really hilarious? me and jc dunt expect it's as HILARIOUS as that
just ho siu.. and we laugh bao jor so we ask people to read it too
but there're ho dor FEEDBACKS wah dai ga SIU SEI jor x) WELL LOL
ngo tai jor n times dou still gork duk ho siu! HELP! x)

received all exam papers
the total isn't that high... but i think it's okay
coz my term grades are even worse.. HELP
i couldn't believe that i didn't cry when i received papers this term
but instead, i cried because of my chem term grade ='''(
i really feel unhappy

history went okay.. surprisingly
and i'm really satisfied with my DBQs =)
i scored full in that session and mr chow even scanned my answer and dicussed it in class!
i really think i do well in DBQs... always
if there aren't MCQs and Essays in history exam.. this would be PERFECT
but the term grade thing is so NG DAI.. i rank 9th in the class and the quota of As is just 8
ARG.... someway close

another thing.. which is surprising again
it's my ENGLISH
i thought i mentioned that i scored the highest in the class in one of the session of english paper II
yeah for the whole paper II, i score the HIGHEST in the form!
[yeah just for PAPER II, i fried my paper I deeply]
i think i really fart deen!

but chem, amaths and maths are really bad.. SIGH

i HOPE i can get achievement
and also the two teachers are going to say something good to my mother in parents day

2004-02-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

hey inserted this tag-board again
u guys can leave ur comments here!
ABOUT THE JENG BAO CONVERSATION! x)

2004-02-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

a chat with jc last nite.... laugh died! HELP

[23:00:33] { jc } [舊骨!]: ACCURACY HO FARN AR
[23:00:34] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: MEI HAI LOr
[23:00:37] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: WHAT A WORLD IS THAT
[23:00:45] { jc } [舊骨!]: CHI SIN LA..DIM HOR YI GUM CALCULATE D ACCURACY
[23:00:51] { jc } [舊骨!]: LIMIT SAI NGO DEY D CREATIVITY
[23:01:05] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: MEI HAI LORRRR
[23:01:08] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: DOU NG JI HORK MEH
[23:01:16] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: GRAMMAR MEI HAI PAPER II HORK JOR LOR
[23:01:19] { jc } [舊骨!]: I AM A GIRL GUM LOR
[23:01:24] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: YING GOI ASSESS NGO DEY D CREATIVITY LAH
[23:01:27] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: HO CHI NGO DEY 2 GOR GUM
[23:01:42] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 懷才不遇ah!
[23:01:46] { jc } [舊骨!]: KUI BIG DOU GOR GOR DOU I AM A GIRL LA
[23:01:57] { jc } [舊骨!]: AIYA 2BAD
[23:02:05] { jc } [舊骨!]: NGO DEY HUI 投江自盡
[23:02:05] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: SIGH
[23:02:08] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: GOOD
[23:02:28] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: NGO DEY 離棄紅塵
[23:02:37] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 出家修行罷了
[23:02:49] { jc } [舊骨!]: i WROTE JOR 紅慶 LOR BAK CHEE
[23:03:35] { jc } [舊骨!]: DOM兄咱們結義金LARN如何?
[23:03:49] { jc } [舊骨!]: 然後去投江自盡
[23:04:23] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 好啊
[23:05:00] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 就值今天月明如鏡
[23:05:39] { jc } [舊骨!]: 今晚好好入睡鄉吧
[23:05:56] { jc } [舊骨!]: 明天日上三竿再投江不遲
[23:06:01] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 不
[23:06:10] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 太陽偏西時
[23:06:53] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 也不遲
[23:07:29] { jc } [舊骨!]: 不, 我怕投江時會被海面上的火球反映得達觀 (?!)
[23:08:44] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我... 我怕投江
[23:09:20] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 海面上的algae密如繁星.. 我怕...
[23:09:49] { jc } [舊骨!]: 大丈夫怕什麼!
[23:10:10] { jc } [舊骨!]: 去和algae決一死戰罷了!
[23:10:49] { jc } [舊骨!]: 這樣吧
[23:11:02] { jc } [舊骨!]: 你帶些soda lime 去
[23:11:03] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: algae有葉綠體! 我沒有!
[23:11:34] { jc } [舊骨!]: 它們沒有二氧化碳便出不到葉綠摯
[23:11:38] { jc } [舊骨!]: 拳*
[23:12:51] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 那麼他們自備hydrogen carbonate又怎麼辦
[23:13:37] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 不! 我要不帶氧呼吸
[23:13:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 用lactic acid將他們淹沒
[23:14:24] { jc } [舊骨!]: 那個...但它們會把lactic acid 都oxidize!
[23:14:37] { jc } [舊骨!]: 很怕人的algae 啊
[23:14:40] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 你懂製造ethanol嗎?
[23:15:00] { jc } [舊骨!]: 哎呀我不懂呢
[23:15:29] { jc } [舊骨!]: 哎呀為什麼死也這難?? 嗚..天呀
[23:15:45] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我們放棄帶氧呼吸, 製造ethanol, 再耍醉拳打倒他們
[23:16:00] { jc } [舊骨!]: 好主意!
[23:16:41] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我們要找酵母幫拖
[23:17:30] { jc } [舊骨!]: 也好, 或者當你的快抽搐肌累時小弟便幫dom兄接力吧
[23:19:35] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 酵母沒有真根, 可以隨處發射乙醇
[23:20:03] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 為何我是兄, 難道你不是五月生的麼
[23:20:40] { jc } [舊骨!]: 這個...小弟倒是忘了
[23:21:11] { jc } [舊骨!]: 你做兄不好嗎?
[23:21:28] { jc } [舊骨!]: 你高我這多, 還是做兄的好
[23:22:00] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們的大計已成了, 值得慶祝
[23:22:23] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 對!
[23:23:25] { jc } [舊骨!]: 等一下!
[23:23:53] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 公平足夠乎?
[23:24:09] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們不是說要去投江嗎? 那麼大海的algae 又有什麼關係呢?
[23:24:49] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我想江也有algae的
[23:25:08] { jc } [舊骨!]: 噢, 原來如此
[23:25:18] { jc } [舊骨!]: dom兄果然有見識
[23:26:03] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 海水含很多sodium chloride, 水勢較低
[23:26:50] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 因此滲透作用進行的速度慢
[23:27:35] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 但algae們的細胞質(?!)水勢較高
[23:27:59] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 噢!
[23:28:07] { jc } [舊骨!]: 那麼我們帶的酵母在江中會被逼爆破嗎?! 江水水勢可高得很!
[23:28:32] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 不
[23:28:38] { jc } [舊骨!]: 那我們的法兒可不成呢! 怎辦?!
[23:28:39] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 他們只會turgid
[23:29:11] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 各細胞還能互壓大家
[23:29:37] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 強壯極了!
[23:30:11] { jc } [舊骨!]: algae 可能還長出胸肌來!
[23:30:32] { jc } [舊骨!]: algae 會turgid! 但 yeast 還是會 burst h9
[23:30:36] { jc } [舊骨!]: 的*
[23:31:05] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們輸定了!
[23:31:40] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 不... 停住
[23:32:02] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: yeast有differentially permeable膜嗎?
[23:32:31] { jc } [舊骨!]: 沒有嗎? 它們可不是植物..沒有cell wall 吧?
[23:33:06] { jc } [舊骨!]: 它們的cell membrane 應該是differentially permeable吧
[23:33:15] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 那麼algae有細胞牆(???!!!!)嗎?
[23:33:39] { jc } [舊骨!]: algae 有細胞牆的話
[23:33:50] { jc } [舊骨!]: 噢!
[23:33:57] { jc } [舊骨!]: algae 有的!
[23:34:11] { jc } [舊骨!]: 天啊
[23:34:29] { jc } [舊骨!]: 為什麼死都會這樣難
[23:34:32] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 噢我的神啊!
[23:34:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我們要找病毒幫忙了
[23:35:10] { jc } [舊骨!]: 找SARS如何?
[23:35:44] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 你的意思是冠狀病毒?
[23:35:52] { jc } [舊骨!]: 啊, 沒錯
[23:36:48] { jc } [舊骨!]: 近來因人類不愛護環境...天上降酸雨呢..我怕它們的蛋白質層(?!)會被融化了!
[23:38:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 人類的生物化洗衣粉(??!!)還有蛋白酵呢, 公平足夠乎?
[23:39:47] { jc } [舊骨!]: 噢! 我的天啊!
[23:40:12] { jc } [舊骨!]: 倒頭來還是自作孽
[23:40:52] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 正是
[23:41:14] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 靈兄您言之有理
[23:41:29] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 禧兄!
[23:41:38] { jc } [舊骨!]: (救命呀)
[23:41:44] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (對!)
[23:41:51] { jc } [舊骨!]: (我們很pro)
[23:41:55] { jc } [舊骨!]: (很正!)
[23:42:04] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (點頭)
[23:42:14] { jc } [舊骨!]: 事到如今
[23:42:25] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們還是好好面對明天吧
[23:42:34] { jc } [舊骨!]: 相信明天會更好!
[23:42:36] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 唉
[23:42:44] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 天要絕我
[23:43:01] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我也只好順應天命
[23:43:04] { jc } [舊骨!]: 不要那麼悲觀吧..
[23:43:16] { jc } [舊骨!]: *眼睛閃著淚*
[23:43:36] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (救命)
[23:43:40] { jc } [舊骨!]: *搖食指*
[23:43:47] { jc } [舊骨!]: 走吧!
[23:43:54] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (搖頭)
[23:43:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我不依
[23:44:04] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們就一起創過去!
[23:44:28] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (要發浪的說)
[23:44:33] { jc } [舊骨!]: 硬著頭皮也要的啦
[23:44:42] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: ((((((((((((((救命!!!!!!!!!!!!)))))))))))))
[23:44:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 你看
[23:45:08] { jc } [舊骨!]: (沒話可說alreayd!!!HELP)
[23:45:16] { jc } [舊骨!]: 看!
[23:45:24] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 夾竹toe的花兒落了
[23:45:27] { jc } [舊骨!]: 那邊還有彩虹!
[23:45:33] { jc } [舊骨!]: (((((((((GOU MENG))))))))000
[23:45:50] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我, 也長大了
[23:46:36] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (((((((((救命!!!!!!!!!!!))))))))))))
[23:46:47] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我爸爸常說: 闖練! 闖練!
[23:47:14] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 為何你到現在還記得
[23:47:46] { jc } [舊骨!]: 這個也沒為何的
[23:48:58] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 你的文字很老辣
[23:49:47] { jc } [舊骨!]: 噢, 但我沒有看莫泊桑..
[23:50:41] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 驀然回首, 我們之前的對話形式不完整
[23:50:57] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 情感太露...
[23:51:23] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 唉.. 還很嫩
[23:51:40] { jc } [舊骨!]: 對呢...間中還會有"救命"的叫聲
[23:52:01] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 對!
[23:52:24] { jc } [舊骨!]: 當真還是在嘗試作業的階段
[23:52:24] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我們應學習冷靜分析的性格
[23:52:47] { jc } [舊骨!]: 對呢
[23:52:54] { jc } [舊骨!]: 但只怕很難
[23:53:24] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 對啊... 恐怕你不要再唸中國語文了
[23:53:52] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 這對我們談話的啟程不
[23:53:55] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 大
[23:53:59] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們一起轉讀西洋文學如何?
[23:54:01] { jc } [舊骨!]: (eng lit?!?)
[23:54:38] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我們drop了中國語文吧
[23:54:55] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 可是我正在提中的歷史系
[23:55:17] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: (((((((((((help... 提中))))))))))))))))))
[23:56:35] { jc } [舊骨!]: 歷史對談話的啟發不大
[23:56:41] { jc } [舊骨!]: 還是drop了好
[23:56:43] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 對了... 你在電腦系的生活怎樣
[23:57:03] { jc } [舊骨!]: 明天我們便和黃老師稟明好了
[23:57:31] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 可是周志良老師對我談話的心路歷程有很大的影響
[23:57:58] { jc } [舊骨!]: 噢..我常常帶<<琥珀>>上電腦課的
[23:58:04] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 他為我打開世界革命的大門
[23:58:15] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 是嗎?
[23:58:20] { jc } [舊骨!]: 當別人在寫程式時
[23:58:29] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 我也帶了稿子
[23:58:36] { jc } [舊骨!]: 我卻看得津津有味
[23:59:08] dOm._. 寂寞的十七: 把他藏在意大利革命地圖下
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:噢! 我們大家都是同道中人呢
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:((((((((((((((((((救救救命命命))))))))))))
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:你當初為何選四戍呢
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:我從小便有當程式員的浪漫念頭
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:希望長大了能到微軟工作
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:聽說四乙當初已經收了你
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:寫一款新的word, 工作列上有"風紀"的button...很捧的呀
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:((((((((救命)))))))))))))))))))
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:我還要寫很多風紀選舉的格式, 造福億萬風紀侯選人
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:好志氣靈兄!
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:這浪漫的念頭有名堂道嗎?
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:噢...四乙嗎? 我入四戊一半倒是因為父母親
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:這個...還沒有..dom兄給我想想吧
dOm._. 寂寞的十七說:噢想必四戍和你家差得遠吧
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:媽媽說: 行行出狀元
dOm._. 寂寞的十七說:我想不到.. 還是靠你內心的感興來取捨吧
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:但她倒是歡喜的
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:噢..我沒什麼感興呢...
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:還是實用些好
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:隨體詰詘罷了
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:對!
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:(((((((((I AM GONNA SAVE THIS CHAT AND MAKE A THOUSAND COPIES)))))))))0
dOm._. 寂寞的十七說:對
dOm._. 寂寞的十七說:我要post在我的blog上
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:就現在吧
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:事不宜遲!
dOm._. 寂寞的十七說:儲存完寄給我
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:我很笨
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:我現在便儲存吧
{ jc } [舊骨!] 說:待等等
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:不懂很多電腦的, 我
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:靈兄你乃電腦系
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:這重任就要交給你了
dOm._. 寂寞的十七:((((救命.. 我未打完你已經save完了))))))

2004-02-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

[ song :: My Confession- Josh Groban ]

okay i give up updating yesterday's entry

i'm in a quite good mood now
today's papers aren't as bad as i expected
maybe just because today i received papers of my best subjects
so... worse is coming =(
i hope that i won't cry tmr and the day after tmr
when i receive my amaths, english, chem and history
i still remember i cried over english oral last term, cried over chinese last last term
then oh.. i couldn't remember anymore x)

chinese is quite good.. i couldn't believe that my name was actually read out for doing the exam well x)
OH WELL.. i get the exactly same mark with johana in paper I and II
ahahahhaa and chiu good... ngo tung johana ging yan tung fun... so ho hoi sum now
LALLALALALALALAA
ngo yee wai ngo chinese wui jo duk ho cha =(
okay but now mo si luuu!!! and ngo gey MOON YEE this result

bio is hoi sum bao also! ngo ng gum SERN SHUN ngo hor yee lor over ninty percent x)
and this is another subject which makes me feel so hoi sum too =)

physics... already know the results before holiday... so mo meh
and in fact li gor results dou ng chor... ngo lum yau FIRST QUARTER.. LALLALLLAA
i get the COLLISION question correct =) ho hoi sum.. miss kwong wah that question ho sum

maths.... ng hai gey hoi sum gei results...
but i've already expected this right after the examiner said TIME'S UP
at least still A [okay i know form 4 has abolished the grade thing but i dunt care, i like to assess myself this way]
k sut really ng hai gum hoi sum..... cha gwor last term maths paper N times
and there're N marn gor unknown who got 9X.. a lot higher than me
ngo ng hai wah ngo maths ho ging ding dim... but ngo really ng moon yee ngo gum chi gei results.. hor yee cha gwor gum dor yan
ngo suspect gun my maths yau mo first quarter =(
chin k ng ho mo... ngo mei si gwor... ngo wui harm bao gah =''''((((((((((
first quarter li gor target yee ging ho SMALL ga lah.. if ngo leen first quarter dou lor ng dou... ngo dou ng ji dim suen lark >=<;;;;;

english! hai FEI SERN shock
kui only pai jor 1 part of the paper... but then kui wah i got the highest mark in the class in that part of questions
and ngo hai like HUH? REALLY?
coz ngo ji chung sing jor form 4 yee loi.. hai li gor division x d tests d fun chung loi mo go gwor.. SIGH.. how hor bei

ho gang tmr... ngo gork duk ngo second break already dead
becoz of the AMATHS paper.. ngo ng sern fail >=<
ngo sern lor C.... arg
and also chem... ngo sern lor A or B.... HO HEY MON >=<
and for the english compo... ngo at least sern lor B.... SIGH
ngo gang ngo really wui wanna kill myself tmr.... ARG

sorry for using so much PINYIN =P

2004-02-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

[ song :: U make me wanna- Blue ]

okay school tomorrow! couldn't u believe it?
this is the very last day of the chinese new year holiday
the holiday passes so fast! ARG
and worst of all, facing exam papers tmr... OMG!

*okay needa sleep.... update tmr*

2004-02-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us.

2004-01-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Where is the love- Black Eyed Pea ]

oh help.. why there is such COINCIDENCE?
OMG... i wanna kill myself
how can the stanford aptitude test and the chinese debate CLASH together?!
ARG!

lalalalallaaa finished the prefect sheet thing
took the student foto by myself.. lolz x)

2004-01-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

[ song :: One step closer- Linkin Park ]

a great day, generally =)

managed to get up by myself in the morning
went straight to orchestra... sacrificed the time i should have spent with utt *cough* [tv of coz, i mean]

first half of the rehearsal was extremely boring to me..
coz there're lotta solos and i need not to play it..
so i was just sitting there and staring at everything with blank eyes and mind most of the time
at last i could bear it no more and i took out my cellfone and played
broke the record of that GOLF GAME.. 38! YO!

vickie was late x)
i intended to call her to wake her up in the morning but she didn't answer it... hohoho x)

the second half of the rehearsal was better though.. beethoven 4th symphony
i mean... i'm not as bored as before.. yea
the rehearsal ended 33 mins later than scheduled becoz we had to watch a video
koon said it's a LENG JAI conductor conducting a ging ging orchestra playing beethoven 4th
and it turned out.. *COUGH*....
LENG JAI`````` x) ahemmmmmmmmm

vickie had choir practise at 2 so we didn't have much time for lunch
we decided to grab some food in lyttelton road... and we went into a CAFE kinda place for cakes
and well.. we entered, looked at the fridge of cheesecakes, discussing what to have
oh then i turned and looked around the place... and U KNOW WHAT?
OMG! I SAW MR CHOW!
and he saw me too.. so i nodded at him and he nodded back
though, i ain't sure if he was smiling at me at that time
then me and vickie looked into each other x) lol
and soon i ordered a mango cheese and vickie ordered a tiramisu

and all of a sudden, my fone rang
vickie ho chi gong wah "if it's emma...."
and i checked.. it's really EMMA.. and actually we burst into amusement x)
[oh well we didn't mean anything!]
i burst outta the place and answered the call and told emma what exactly happened
she said she was on her way coming x)

then we continued with our cakes and i couldn't stop glimpsing at mr chow x)
he was reading newspaper [should be appledaily] and sipping a cup of tea/coffee
and sometimes later vickie saw emma passed by the place outside for twice, but i couldn't see it! well!
the in charge person woman thing suddenly spoke, and i think she was speaking to mr chow
what "i'm going to buy some mangoes nextdoor and will be back" blahblahblah
couldn't remember the wordings.. sth like that
and mr chow replied "NG".. and he sounds nice that time
sometimes later he left, we observed his NICE PRADA bag x)
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

that place is actually those expensive dining place
and it costs over $60 for a set lunch!
but the atmosphere is kinda great... and it kinda suits mr chow
that place is abit dim... he looks quite good in it x) lol

then we were back to school in music room
vickie hosted the choir practise! SO GING! WOW! x)
and i went home then.. LLALLALALALALAAA

practised piano.. but played real bad
i got the score of CUBANA.. arg.. and it's quite difficult
haven't been playing piano since christmas holiday.. and i think i lose my technique and skills completely!
my fingers are so clumsy, and i dunno how to use my arm muscles or whatever
watched tv again.. utt's show.. MTV START>PLAY
there's that show which is called MTV WHATEVER THINGS
and i recognize that it was shoot in HONG KONg.. one is outside timesquare
OMG! and actually i saw DANIEL WU hosting MTV WHATEVER THINGS before x)
REAL GOOD.. i love MTVASIA! *muakz*

2004-01-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

>在你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？
>
>你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，
>但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？
>也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
>也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
>
>也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
>也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
>也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
>也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
>也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。
>
>不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
>但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
>即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
>他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
>
>他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。
>男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。
>每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。
>一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
>
>你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
>你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。
>特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。
>做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？
>你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？
>
>很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，常常覺得惋惜，
>可惜一些本來很好的友情，最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，
>如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，
>這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
>
>因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。
>有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，
>但卻已經不如從前的好。也是可惜，也是遺憾！
>但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友. . . .

florie forwarded this to me
and ngo dui this passage fei sern yau TUNG GUM*
yeah... COMPLEX FEELINGS'''' =(

2004-01-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

just been browsing through the CONTEST session in mtvasia.com
and i joined a quite lot of them x)
and some of them... i long to join but i can't! HMMPH!

Stacie Orrico tickets
Win tickets to the Stacie Orrico showcase in Singapore, hosted by VJ Utt and Jean Danker! Closing Date: February 6, 2004. Note: Contest is open to Singapore residents only.

Sugababes tickets
Win tickets to the Sugababes showcase in Singapore, hosted by VJ Utt! Closing Date: February 6, 2004. Note: Contest is open to Singapore residents only.

Gareth Gates tickets
Win tickets to the Gareth Gates showcase in Singapore, hosted by VJ Utt and Jean Danker! Closing Date: February 6, 2004. Note: Contest is open to Singapore residents only.

all of this! ARG! with utt hosting!
especially the gareth gates one! i like gareth gates!
SUGABABES! arg... i dunt want utt hosting it! sugababes are those kind of hot chicks!!!

anyway i join others contests, for winning trivial stuff
westlife cd, posters, t-shirts
BRIEFS signed by SHANE [i must add, this is a CALVIN KLEIN briefs]
christina's singles.......
AS IF I'M GOING TO WIN THIS... huh.. only if i'm that lucky enough

2004-01-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

OH HELP! i just got up!
and what time is it? it's nearly 4!

2004-01-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

[ song :: I Don't Wanna Fight- Westlife ]

didn't update yesterday =P
oh actually i did, but i juz count that update as MONDAY one x) hohoho

last nite was real tough
coz of the stupid chinese debate.. had to find information
and it's impossible to find the thing related!
i slept at 3
also, sybo was leaving last nite =(
i was being so stupid... stared out the window, watching 11 planes taking off

had orch rehearsal in the morning, AS USUAL
was late... for about 10 mins? *shrug*
played very wud dud-ly... AS USUAL
joyce isn't going to come for winds rehearsal tmr.. see how am i gonna die YO!

then went down to HTHALL after the rehearsal finished
miss kwok wasn't there
started to discuss that stupid debate thing....
this is a very wud dud debate.. the topic is the wud dud-est at least!
we should find a better place to discuss that, OMG
tues i met liz in delifrance and we talked over the debate
and sometimes we got too GIK DUNG and spoke too loud and becoz of the wud dud content the debate contains, we're being STARED
HTHALL isn't bad, but there're always some unknown passerby walking through
when we argue so LOUD about CONTRACEPTION or ABSTINENCE or whatever kinda things, we're being stared with BIG EYES

after that we went to the staff room for reporting our process to miss kwok
then me and cynthy went to central library for finding info
books aren't that useful to our debate, but we LEARN a lot from the books *cough*

2004-01-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hungarian Soccer Player Dies (Associated Press)
Sun Jan 25, 8:24 PM ET

GUIMARAES, Portugal - A striker from Hungary's national team died Sunday after collapsing on the field during a Portuguese league match.

Miklos Feher, 24, had just been shown a yellow card in injury time and smiled at the referee. He then leaned forward with his hands on his thighs and suddenly fell backward.

UEFA, the governing body of European soccer, said on its Web site that Feher died of cardiac arrest. An autopsy was planned for Monday.

After the Benfica player fell, medical staffs from both teams and local emergency crews rushed onto the field. Feher was given CPR before being taken to a hospital.

"We tried to do everything we could to save him," Dr. Fausto Fernandes said.

Feher first came to Portugal in 1998 when he signed with FC Porto. He moved to Benfica in 2002.

Feher rarely started for the Red Devils in their 19 league games this season.

Last year, Cameroon star Marc-Vivien Foe collapsed at the Confederations Cup and later died. He was found to have had a heart attack caused by an enlarged left ventricle.

i felt really sad after reading this news =(
perhaps i'm sympathetic towards this soccer player
he's only 24! and come on... 24! what a young age it should be!
and what's more.. DID U READ THAT?
he received the yellow card and SMILED AT THE REFEREE
SMILE!
then not long after he collapsed ='( like.. a few seconds?
i saw the clip of that scene for so many times on tv... =(
ho charm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh arg >=<
omg it's really sad... i think i'm going to pray for him tonite, before going to bed
may god bless him, bless him everything, and also, his family and friends

2004-01-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

[ song :: From the inside- Linkin Park ]

feeling very contented =)
love my lovely television!!!!!! my lovely MTVASIA channel!

okay this was when i finished lunch, then i didn't want to go back to my room
i approached to the television, and as usual, i pressed CHANNEL 9 [it's CHANNEL V]
saw ANDY LAU... then pressed CHANNEL 11[MTVASIA], and waited for disappointment then planned to go back to my room

BUT OH NO! i saw Linkin Park's latest video FROM THE INSIDE
so i sat still, watched the whole thing through and looked at CHESTER and JOE with glittering eyes
okay then the video finished, and i was about to leave

BUT OH NO! IT's UTT!
he's hosting this show! MTV START>PLAY! i guess my lips were jerking upwards UNCONTROLLABLY at that time x)
it was like... last time i saw him hosting on mtvasia was the day before chinese exam
yeah.. the day i first got mtvasia
and i thought i would never see him again on tv! i couldn't figure the tv schedule out!
OH WELL.. utt is real cute and good-looking
he wore that really nice ORANGE t-shirt [aw orange! my fav!] and he seems to have bleached his hair [um... or i might say DYE]
he speaks really fluent English ;)
and gosh.... i was about to faint at the moment
utt! *wink*
then he introduced some more requested videos like MAKSIM's and some J-pop
but i didn't see him introducing linkin park's =(
must be cute lah him.... he likes linkin park =P oh i like linkin park too
oooOOOoooOOOo PERFECT MATCH!

then the show ended and i walked back to my room with utt in my mind
and i couldn't resist, i went back to the living-room and turned on the tv again
coz i think utt might pop out again
BUT OH NO! it's WESTLIFE! LIVE CONCERT!
i was really about to FAINT! OMG!
MARK! MARK! MARK! MARK! MARK! *scream*
he's really really tall and he looks real cool
i couldn't say he's extremely handsome but he looks good also!
he's supposed to be handsome, when he poses for pictures *drool*

okay this is the end of today's story- Dom and the TV
goodbye!
MUAAAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAAAA

btw... my canker sore goes gory again this morning
real awful!

2004-01-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

[ song :: Imagine- John Lennon ]

just applied the third dose of oral gel
that lil guy on my lips seems to shrink...
um.. maybe 0.1mm smaller...
i'm not sure... i haven't got good eyesight
u see how THICK my glasses are? *deep sighz*
btw... i'm wearing mask now x)

i decided that i really can't go to orchestra rehearsal tmr
my lovely canker sore is really lovely.. *ironic*
i think i need to buy a bottle of hydrogen peroxide too
for rinsing my reeds...

miss kwok replied to my mail!
and she's really nice =)

i had a weird dream last nite
i dreamed that we had to do the physics exam again... and i knew NO question
then, i got the report card and there's no A on it.. not even ONE
and the worst part is.... i got an F in my chinese
HOW AWFUL! i cried!
i mean... i cried when i was sleeping...
isn't it MORE AWFUL though?
i think so too.... *shrug*

still haven't gone to bed
have fun instant message-ing......
there're like N msgs blinking on my desktop.. LALLALALALALLAA
played with my webcam just now... quite good
except for the fact that i look really ugly =(
why can't i look prettier?
i played with my scanner too and i took out my kid fotos
i figured out that i was extremely cute when i was a kid
why ain't i cute now? why i look so ugly? arg =(

why ain't i look cute now?
why everything changes when i grow up?
yikes!

2004-01-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

oh i didn't update for TWO days! x)
okay it's already sunday... and there's just a week of holiday left

my canker sore has worsen so much!
i didn't realise it until i took a look at it in front of the mirror last nite
becoz i've got the oral gel from vickie [heehee thanks vickie!]
IT'S JUST SO WEIRD!
u can't imagine how big is it and how weird is it!
it kinda looks like a cut
all i can say is it's really awful! OMG!
and when i tried to apply a small dab of gel to that little guy, blood started to come out
ARG.... i guess if u're reading this u're starting to shiver
me either! it's really really really really awful! drat it!
in fact i think i needa go to the doctor! arg....
i shouldn't have eaten so much watermelon and drunk a whole lotta cup of BITTER 24 MEI!
which i think it would help my canker sore but they actually worsen it!
SIGHZ
i could hardly speak and eat now =(
what a tragedy...

anywayz i went out with vickie n emma
and guess what? i bought a webcam! =)

OH I FORGOT ONE THING
how am i supposed to play my oboe with my lovely canker sore on???????!!!!!
okay maybe i can't go to orchestra rehearsals! ARG!
then miss koon will start chasing after me with a chopper.....

2004-01-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

aw it sucks
my canker sore hurts so much!

2004-01-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

[song :: Flying without Wings-- Westlife]

gosh.. help...
i dunno how i can be so bored!
i did my maths homework!
and i even took all my CDs out to check whether i have exclusive access to the web
the linkin park meteora is the best one
i download a screensaver and it's real cool! OMG! =)
but the westlife turnaround one really sucks
it said that my CD is an invalid one! DUH

i think i halfly give up my utt's web now
*shake head*
NO I COULDN'T! OMG!

2004-01-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

i'm not feeling right
it is that i feel kinda sick and now i doubt that if i've got a fever
also, i didn't join them going to LIN SIU =(
i'm unhappy
i know it's not right to say i'm unhappy or i'm sad or whatever on the first day of chinese new year
but i just couldn't help it!
and there're actually not many people online now and i'm chatting to nobody
i think i'm going to work on my dearest uttie webbie now... ttyl

2004-01-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

[song :: LOve somebody-- Robbie Williams]

tomorrow is gonna be the first day of the new chinese lunar year! =)
today is LEEN 30.. and tonite every family has to eat TUEN LEEN FARN together xP
*custom*
but this year my dad suggested to have WESTERN CUISINE as TUEN LEEN FARN
i was in charge of booking tables.. lolz
initially my mother wanted to eat at MARCO POLO PRINCE HOTEL
however i just booked a table in regal hotel of the airport.. LOLZ
ain't i independent? i did all the booking and planning for the family x)

okay but now my dad juz came back... and maybe we're going to abandon the table we booked in regal hotel and head straight to marco polo hotel x)
anyway i'm going to walk LEEN SIU with vickie, jk and lim in midnight
11pm.. i dunno x)
my mama still haven't come back and i couldn't ask her... haha
but she halfly permitted me when i asked her yesterday x)

i'm still working on my utt's web
still the first page... very HOR BEI *shake head*