我的xanga有點問題
但突然有感想講一堆廢話...無從宣洩
所以又再次投入blogger的懷抱?去了

試早在十年前考完
試卷也接得七七八八
說實...我覺得我在這次考試不怎麼努力過
也許...當時溫得要死
現在回頭看去,也不覺得自己怎樣的用心努力過
雖然有挨夜,但是總是溫不完,溫不熟
到最後抵不住睡魔呼召,抱著自恃有小聰明的心理,倒頭睡去,第二天考天才罷了
又得過且過,只求成績過得去便是;又求僥倖,希望mc有著點好運氣
確實,我mc中的運氣也不算太爛
由於時間短缺的關係,每份mc最後至少十題,我都是亂填的
數學填C,PHYSICS填B,其它看心情

整個考試,除了HISTORY MC之外,我沒一份卷是有足夠時間做
中文無做篇文言文,CHEM空左兩條essay questions,HISTORY勉強作了只長兩段十幾行的Russia's responsibilities on the outbreak of WWI,BIO廿分鐘極速完成SECTION B
最勁係英文compo,連proofread同數字數的時間都沒有
還有MC亂填一通...

起初考完覺得自己死死地...不過都算...沒怎理會
最後考完PHYSICS..我才真真正正開始驚
驚冇achievement... 驚fail... 驚勁退步
去到一個地步,我係同自己講::25th都夠啦,有achievement就得,最後一個都係咁啦

差唔多派晒卷,其實考得唔算太差
至少好過我想像中咁
係真係中文,chem,physics同maths差d
(都話我炒ga la...又唔信我...)
英文作文同oral兩份papers... 真係極詫異
好多謝mrs luk...我初初以為我篇compo會好似平時咁拿5X
亦都好多謝mr chow...估唔到篇russia+germany essay有15 (可能germany寫得好gwa...)

但係其實呢個term全世界都進步
我呢d keep住左...有一半真係靠運氣
但係"不進則退"...實際上我係退步中...
完全大家係inter-related
有人話"唔好同人比,同自己比就夠"
但係又係咪真係得呢?!
唔理周圍的人,自己原地踏步,其實都沒甚麼意義

開始覺得自己廢廢地
唔明自己點可以care部電腦多過自己的成績
無可否認,電腦真係令我分晒心
我再咁落去...點考會考啊....
我真的要好好反思一下自己的attitude

有一點我倒忘了-不知從何時開始,我們已榮升為應屆會考生

經過今次考試
再一次深感自己是屬於文科的世界
這一點我媽媽也開始感受到
她問,"轉科要留班嗎?"

但問題是...我對science也並不是沒有興趣

所以我真的不能明白
為甚麼要設立兩條stream讓大家選
知識不是沒有界限的嗎?!

我這些站在boarder line的,完全不知往哪邊走
決定了這條路,雖不能回頭,卻總要轉頭眺望路的另外一邊
心?一生就可能內疚當初選錯了路,永遠有一個遺憾
可諷刺的是,當初就算選了另一條路,反過來就沒有遺憾嗎?

死
我真的要死
我沒可能溫完中文
就算我今晚不眠不休也不行

如今也只能豁出去了...
還是在卷一存點奢望,希望能保償我在卷二壯烈敗亡的分數吧
十三課中文...我和你拼過!

我發現我長期荒廢了blog
對不起我無意的 *眼睛閃著淚*

現在在中央
不是溫習,而是坐在電腦前發呆
唉我真是一個可悲的例子

剛才突然心血來潮
在商務買了極多的英文試卷二練習
做了其中幾個練習,錯得可怕
今年英文科的等級...我想我早已不寄任何希望

中文科也不比英文好
十三課的課文
我也只簡略完成其中三課 (還要是上學期的...要命!)

其實最擔心的還是數學
怎麼辦呢...又有誰可以救我

英文口試簡直是我的惡夢...我也不想再想了

最大的問題還是...我已經考了兩張可愛的試卷
卻連丁點的考試情緒也沒有
溫習時覺得累倒頭便睡
電腦如常照樣打開
昨日心中突有感興,還在時代廣場廢上不少時間

我想我真的非常不長進

let me quickly drop a few words here
i'm in central library at this moment
exam is gonna start next thursday... but i hardly start any revision
so that's why i came here
i will certainly sleep if i am back at my home
i hope i can really start my revision today =i've been wasting so much time

Timetable ::
6/3 English Paper III (Listening)
6/4 English Paper IV (Oral)
6/7 English Paper I (Composition)
6/8 English Paper II (Usage)
6/9 Chinese
6/10 Chemistry
6/11 History
6/12 Mathematics
6/14 Additional Mathematics
6/16 Biology
6/18 Physics

Linkin Park Live in Hong Kong on 6/17
and wtf.... i don't think i can go... =i will regret if i go
and i will regret too if i don't go
ARG

forget it... i think i'm not going
let's give a hope that they will come to hong kong again some time later
like they might give another world tour next year?!
okay okay... this is an excuse... but at least it can make me feel better
sigh!

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yay yay yay yay yay!! i survive!
i survive from the two tests of TERROR!!!!
i didn't have any sleepless night =) i'm glad to say that
though i don't think i did the two tests well =and actually, there's english quiz today too....
but i'm not yet dead or psycho at the moment... how nice =P
oh well... on the other hand, exams are near

didn't feel like having a meaningful day today
probably because i have tests in 5 lessons out of 8 lessons
and in the remaining 3 lessons... one is RE and another is MUSIC
so... uh huh xP

tennis practise was cancelled today
went to cb with jess afterschool

i'm ready to go to bed at anytime =P
somnolent...

i realise that blogger has got a new face... it's so kool =P

an usual monday today
there's some presentation by form 1 in the assembly
haha lol... someone behind me started to kick my chair when the MCs came out
i thought that's vickie but i was wrong.. muahahaa
haha i couldn't believe adeline had such a reaction =P

the lessons were okay
got back my biology test and i did it incredibly well... comparatively
i mean... how hardworking am i and the mark i get is really INVERSELY PROPORTIONAL
sigh.. how pathetic

the handbell practise was cancelled today
as well as the concert for the donor
everyone of us was so disappointed =(

physics test tomorrow and i don't think i can do it well
history test+chinese test invading on wednesday
hmmph.. they form allies!